every police officer, every firefighter, every one of our brave men and women that go overseas, they risk their lives. their lives, every day. they never know if they are coming home to see their family again. and our politicians are afraid of losing their seat. i mean, it takes a little bit more balls to run this job and to do this kind of a profession. that's how you get things done. so that's what we need. political courage to go in there and to fix the problem. there are five, six major problems that we have in the united states, and they need to be fixed, and they should stop pointing fingers at each other and bickering because that is not going to build a new road or make our air clean. >> in your book, you lay bare your personal life and your struggles here. look, infidelity, having affairs, is something that's been surmountable for political figures and public figures in this country. you took it a step beyond. you fathered a child with the family housekeeper. publicly humiliated your wife maria shriver over and over again. do you think you lost credibility as a high profile